3 John 4 I have no greater Joy then to hear that my children walk in truth. This is my prayer and how we build the building blocks of our daily lives. I know I have made my choices and have my regrets but as I look back on all the brokenness of my yesterdays i am thankful. Without my brokenness I would not want to see others heartache and go with them to their low places. This is our new prayer that he would prepare us to go to the low place and love as Christ has loved us and reach down below as he has done for me. I heard the analogy of Jesus willing to clean up our messy diapers. As a parent you have no problem doing so because we love our children so much. So when we at times make a mess in our lives he is wonderful enough still to clean it up for us as long as we keep him as our father and our wills submitted to him. I am finding the wonder of this in my life some may not understand what has happened and why I have made poor choices but as I have stopped and focused with my babies on the one who is always there and will never leave us I find him cleaning up my messes and If I could describe to you my heart that has fallen so in love with this Jesus you would not believe the manner of conversation that has changed within myself. I will work as hard as I can to let my girls know that man will sometimes fail you but Jesus will not. When your lonely they know hes there to hold your hand as they watch me reach to him. They hear the comfort he always gives me and as Ava says to all around her you can not see him but you can feel him and that is the Jesus we look at with amazement that he would die on a cross for us. We sit sometimes and talk about it and I cry and they cry and He is very present with us daily. If I can take that message to any I come across then my yesterday tears were so worth it. Our father is our Joy that is why we kiss the Jesus on our chart.
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